Yesterday before work I found myself wondering around the woods near my house. I found small foot trails and signs of wild animals. It looked as if deer had been running along the paths. I thought it was strange that no laws bind them really. They could go where ever they wanted, but they chose to wonder on that path. I wondered if they'd been the ones to make an keep the path similar to a bird who has memorized the way south for the winter. If so, how many generations had kept that path? Was it recognized by scent or sight? Did they only come through at certain times and did they live near there? I'm sure they venture other places too. I'm sure they've seen all kinds of sights and smelled all kinds of plants. I wondered what part of their story does that trail belong to.
I then began to consider myself. What if I lived freely as those animals? What if I wondered, but always came home. What if I experienced many things and have seen many sights? What is stopping me and why am I letting it?
Explore.
Take care of yourelves
Be kind to one another
Be free
Love, A Schizophrenic

New Place

Well, I've been at the new place for a couple weeks now. 0 drama and 2 dogs = so much better than the last place. Its a bit more expensive, but not bad. I got a raise at work, but am getting a promotion and another raise soon so thats dope. I just hope thing will get easier somehow. I feel terrible because I've quit tithing and I've quit giving to people in need. I just seem to barely have enough for the necessities every month. I'm lucky the jeep was an easy fix. It kept freakin out and my dash board lite up. Come to find out, the previous owners hooked the electrical for the towing up improperly to the battery. The thing just needed to be rewired. Problem solved.
I got my letter from Lee. They're gonna give me a chance at grad school. I just have to afford an alto for lessons....and books...and tuition.I have no idea how this is going to work. I wasn't sure from the beginning, but I kept going anyway. I know God will work it out. He always does.
Keep fighting. Take care of yourselves and each other.
Love, A Schizophrenic