Saturday, July 14, 2018

The Schizophrenia Collection

I've been learning to paint for about a year.or 2 now. The time has come for me to do some projects. While I do not have to the patience nor the concentration to do large works yet, I can do several small ones.
I have decided to paint my hallucinations, emotions, and thoughts.
This is Mary. I've talked about her before. I see her often and she is the main source of my command hallucinations.
 This is not anyone in particular. This hallucination happens when I look at people. Sometimes the split in half and move around. When this happens thwir lips curl weird and their face droops.
 This is a frog man. I see multiple frog people. They come in hundreds and are all different sizes. They crawl on the walls and the ceiling. I am terrified of them.
 This is Used To Be. She is called that because she "used to be a lady" as she says. She doesnt actually speak. She.communicates with me telepathically. She looked like a lady, but changed everytime I saw her. Now she looks like this. She gurgles a lot. She scratches walls and crawls through cracks. She is almost like a puppy because she follows me around. I used to be afraid of her, but she is kinda cool.
This represents darkness over coming beauty. I did a butterfly, but my friends say they see different things. Some see a lake or a city. One even saw a couple hugging.

I have more, but will post them at other times.